yep.  i love the feeling of being clean. one in the morning, one in the afternoon, and one 15 minutes ago.  I like smelling good.  spraying on perfume and body spray is no where near as good.  its like faking it.  i also hate being sticky.  going to sleep and feeling all icky is especially gross. 

it rained today. i was reading in the park, and so i sat in the rain for like 10 minutes.  just sat there. put away my book, closed my eyes, and LET THE RAIN FALL.  i know, what a loser right?  its friday afternoon and kerri’s reading in the park by herself. but you know what?  i don’t care.  i love reading.  and, i actually enjoy my alone time.  i know some kids would rather kill themselves than spend their weekend alone.  i can easily do it.  just, i can’t be alone for TOO long  otherwise i go insaneee. 

while it was raining saw this crazy hobo lady running at me and i was like OH SHIT, thats the one the one that chased me up the stairs in ala moana.  so i started running too, away from her.  but of course she caught up to me.  so we started talking and just running together in the rain.  i told her my name is marie and she said she was born in japan and lived in utah.  crazy hobos.  i think she was just lonely and wanted someone to talk to.  i definetly know that feeling. so, i ended up running around ala moana park  with her for a while. 

lifes been complicated.  im still confused as hell and i have no idea to what to do.  men cannot be trusted.  i need somebody genuine.  i just fixed my rockband drums with the power of duct tape, but i think i got water in my phone so its broken