I’m really antsy and jumpy like I’ve had a lot of sugar. I’ve been like that for 2 days…and its really freakin me out. Hopefully I can calm myself down cuz sometimes I repeat stuff I do over and over-its really crazy!!! Anyway, the other day somebody asked me where I wanted to go to college. Am I supposed to know? Cuz I don’t. My sister wants to go to the college my other sister is going. She’ll like it there, we lived there for like all of our lives till we left. I don’t know where I wanna go or want I wanna major in or anything like that. My best friend wants to go to college out of town and if i go back to where I’m from she probably won’t be there. I was playing hopskotch today (yeah, I know, kinda elementary but I made my board go up to 30-elementary kids do 12..which is too little) when I thought of how long it had been since I played games outside like this and thought bout how everything is different.

One day I’m gonna have to have an idea of what I wanna do with my life, now I don’t worry about college and stuff. I think about other stuff…sometimes the future like the upcoming week but not years ahead. I guess I wish some things would stay the same or I would know the answers to all the questions I have. From the “narrow-minded” questions that a 8 year old would ask like what the heck is cat nip (sp?) and why it has to be so hot/cloudy to questions that a person my age or older asks. I dunno though, I just need to think about what I wanna do to find whatever it is I guess. I don’t worry about that-but I do admit I worry of other stuff. I worry a lot. (Another blog entry though.) Right now though I need to figure out how I can clean up my room and what I need to stop holding on to. I wish I could hire someone to do this all for me, that’d be one less thing I’d have to worry about cuz I wanna go to the movies.

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Well, we had to give our puppy, Willow,  back to the breeder because she had not been getting any better. Everything the vet suggested didn’t seem to be working. It was very sad :(   We tried having a puppy once before and because this time it didn’t work out again….I think we will just get a kitten if we decide to get a pet in the future.  Oh, well….

I’ve been thinking of designing a new doll for my other website or possibly ebay. I keep thinking about it and not doing it! That is so frustrating! I think it will be cute so why don’t I just do it? I don’t know. Even now I’m just on the computer and not sewing. haha.

Things have been really good lately. I don’t know if that is good or bad. I’ve been feeling especially refreshed ever since I attended a women’t retreat on the lake with the ladies from my church. It was so great. Sat morning I got up 2 hrs before anyone else and had a cup of coffee down by the water …alone….it was so nice!  Just the time to think…ahhhh….. I don’t get that very often with three little girls to take care of (age’s 9, 7, and 4)

Basically what I’ve been trying to do is to simplify my life. We got rid of TV and that has been one of the best blessings. It is amazing how much the tv invades your life. We didn’t even have very much, just the barest basic channels …we thought we were no watching it very often, but now that we don’t have it at all , we’ve managed to find even more time to do the things we really want to do. I highly recommend doing that yourselves.

Anyway…goodbye for now.